It's Coming!

The end of the semester! Thank God! Mkay i figured I'd get a lot of homework but my gosh there was so much readings and my English class was just a bunch of crap because I didn't learn much but I still had to do an essay every two weeks and responses in between those ><.

Anyways Happy late Easter :]
I can finally cuss again because Lent is over but I think I'm gonna try to keep out of that habit.

I finally got City of Fallen Angels!!!!! :DD I was so happy but I haven't read it yet but I will SOON! Then today I got a bunch of books also: Someone Like You (Dessen), This Lullaby (Dessen), Monster (Peretti), When It Happens (Colasanti) and Forever (Blume). The best part about getting those books is the total price.. $3.50 :] I love the used bookstore. All of them are in almost perfect condition. I won't get books that are ratty or bent x[ Signs of an anal book keeper haha.

The weather has become so warm lately I can't wear my new super soft sweater :[ Plus the allergies! My gosh they've never been so bad before. This wind really needs to calm its tits before everyone becomes red eyed O.O Mine were burning so badly last night I couldn't even blink right! BUT! silver lining of yesterday? I got sucked into playing Mortal Kombat with steven and got totally addicted. Too bad it was a rental cause I was getting good xD

Hmm what else? I haven't written in like 2 weeks. Oh well ummmmbye!

Springtime♥

I love this weather/season :] It's when I take out all my John Mayer songs and put them on repeat during the sunny, warm afternoon ♥



I know I've been posting his songs a lot lately but they make me happy :]]

SERIOUSLY?!

Bah! wowwww freaking people these days. I am usually very cautious towards other people, especially towards people I don't know. But when I people on the street asking for money its so sketchy because you hear about all these people who actually are pretty rich but they get rich by pretending to be bums! It's so sickening! Those people just make it worse for those who really need the money and depend on it. So as sorry as I am for those people who really need it, I don't give out money that much. Food and water should be given instead honestly. But this lady at walmart (I am so irritated by this!) comes up to me when I get out of my car, actually not even I was still sitting in my car. Well she comes up to me and says she needs to get to her doctors appointment thats on Cheyenne and 2-15, she's pregnant, she told me her name, and she asked for help because others keep turning her down. I felt sorry for her, I really did! Now this is why I'm so sketchy towards other people. I gave her 5 dollars (of the whopping 20 dollars I had :P) and she said thank you and left. Now in vegas 5 dollars is the exact amount for an all day pass for the bus. You buy it and dont have to pay for the rest of the day, no matter if you switch buses and whatnot. But this lady THIS LADY WHO'S "SUPPOSEDLY" PREGANANT, goes away and as I walk into walmart I look for her and she's hiding from me, watching me. WHATTHEEFF! I'm a poor college student. The only money I get is my $20 allowance and I use that to pay for school supplies, my food for the week and I have to pay to get my dad's car washed today. I don't have a job and I have to pay for my own things at home also. So if this lady was honest with me and really did have to go to the doctors appointment then I wouldn't be so agitated right now. This week I seriously have a lot to pay for and I had just enough to actually get lunch today. Now I don't. You might say 'well how do you know she didn't get on the bus?' Because when I drove off (about 7 minutes later) she was gone, the bus had not come yet, she wasn't at either bus stops and cheyenne is FAR from here. To get to Cheyenne and the 2-15 it's multiple bus transfers and would take practically forever to get to.

Seriously, what the eff. I'm so tired of the sh*t thats been happening but this particular incident just ticks me the hell off because it not only affects me but it affects other people who really need money. People like her ruin it for all of them.

Vegas, I extremely dislike you.
Lady, I am SEVERLY disappointed in you.
May God have pity on your soul.
:P

Now I'm at the library on campus trying to calm down and re-assess my week. It feels like one heck of a week is coming at me and today is just the beginning "/ My anthropology midterm is this week and I'm scared of it. Open note, open book, open whatever you want. But my professor says that since he knows it would happen anyways, he makes the test so hard that you HAVE to use those resources. It's a timed test, you can take it at home but it's still kind of scary to me ><


I was hoping to get CoFA this week too :[ two words can sum that up: not happening.

"Happy" Sunday

Ever feel like you can just skip all this crap and just be an adult already? Live in your own place, have a career, maybe a family?

AARGGGGH! D':< <--summary of my day I seriously want to scream "FUCKYOU" and withdraw from all my classes so his money will be wasted >>>:|

Go Away Jace!... But Come Back Later Please??

JM-I Don't Need No Doctor


AHHH! ITS EVERYWHERE!!! I love cassandra clare novels, I do. I love Jace, I REALLY do. But ITS EVERYWHERE! I feel like I should unfollow some people on twitter so I dont get spoilers D: haehfinrfivrfvajijdrjairfd its 230 am :] Im hyped on coffee yayyy! OOH! So I've had reoccurring nausea all week and today I got a migraine (double yayy) or just a really really bad headache because of my eye strain xD BUT! It gave me an excuse to shut everything off and listen to an audio book in the dark x] I LOVE ALONG FOR THE RIDE! Like it's all about second chances, finding love, being your own person and I WANT THAT! I really want to read City of Fallen Angels but my mental state might not be able to handle it right now. The Jace/Clary relationship is just too sweet, I might either throw up or just get frustrated by life. Sure I'm busy with school crap but that has never stopped me from reading a book before especially an anticipated one. D: I understand now what my psych professor was talking about now when he said that suicides occur more often in the spring time. Like everything is blooming, things get brighter, you see more people out and about than in the winter and everyone just seems so happy and all these COUPLES! *sigh I PROMISE no suicidal thoughts for me, just dark, depressing, introverted mania x]

I don't need no doctor,
Cause I know what's ailing me yeah
...
Now the doctor said I need rest
Before I need *his tenderness
He put me on the critical list
When all I need is *his sweet kiss
He gave me a medicated lotion
But it didn't soothe
My emotion yeaahh

If you don't like those lyrics you should at least listen to it because of the amazing guitar skills!

Sleep Sleep Sleep. Gosh who needs it?! If they can stay up until three and procrastinate like I am pssh they don't need sleep lol. That essay due saturday? Yeah haven't done it yet. Found out I had to do another assignment for that class too. YUPP I think it's official, I'm freaking losing my mind.

I love his live performances ♥

My cup is pretty :]

So I tried googling my blog to see if it would pop up so I can know how easy it would be for my family to stalk me xD BUT I found another blogspot called 'Is It Friday Yet?' and it made me giggle :] They also got their inspiration from a cup like me xD

This is mine :]

This is theirs

You gotta admit mine is pretty :] Theirs is chocolatey :]

I'm gonna leave my rant for another time, when the weather ain't so nice and I got a feeling of 'oh-crap-i-hate-my-life' BUT I'm tired and it's so pretty outside! It's perfect nap weather...

Just thought that was interesting for some reason. Buuuut yeah exam tomorrow gotta study!

:]

Why so nauseous?

DD:Ferreal I don't know why I'm so nauseous, its been like this all day :[ Anyways I totally BEASTED my exam today! Well I feel like I did so right now I'm procrastinating a bit. Just for you Mia here's my day :]

I woke up, went to phil 101, class let out early, studied for ...

A mosquito just appeared in my room and when I tried to kill it it disappeared...D:!
I REALLY do not like mosquitos. I am so paranoid about malaria and getting bitten and having that HUGE bump thats a daily reminder of how you were its dinner O.O I just cleaned my room and my door was open so it probably flew somewhere else because it seriously pulled a Houdini.

ANYWAYS so I studied for my psy exam, started to walk to psy 101, saw someone, tried not to cry, saw someone else, felt a teeny bit better, sat outside the building to wait for my class, tried to not cry again because I started thinking too much. UGH anyways it was all up and down from there and a serious depression as I got home.

On a happy note I think I aced my exam :]
AND I'm still alive :] So God has plans for me, so today wasn't so bad right?

AND! heres a picture of cholo in my shirt..

He's in there because that's how I smuggled him upstairs and it just became convenient to leave him there lol! I had layers on so it's nothing nasty D:

Umm the letters. Yupp. I'll keep doing them but I'm going to have to do them offline and post multiple days at once so that I can just do them in my spare time at school or something then type them up at home. So yupp they're coming!

Mia! My next post will probably be a HUUUGE emotional rant so I recon you don't want to read it xD just a heads up because I have so much crap running through my mind I gotta let it out "/

♥ Goodnight

D:

I KNOW! I'm behind on my letters DDDD: BUSY BUSY BUSY! I'll make up for them tomorrow MAYBE. Biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigg MAYBE. If I bring lappy to school.. maybe BAH! BYE!